my long wishes..

i wanna go diving!! this is one of the things that i must do before i die haha

it's always stay in my head since i'm in my first year as a college student..i really want to join some diving club and learn about the whole diving things..but i don't know why i just can't make it until now..my friends know how jealous i am because i can't go diving with them when we on vacation in Bali..it's all because i have my periods in very wrong times, shitty! i'm still regret it until now and every time i see their underwater pictures with the fish swimming and the coral as background the jealousy burst again haha

one of my aunt and my cousin already have the diving license actually..my aunt is a researcher of marine biota for LIPI..so obviously she have to be able to dive..while his son, my cousin, is taking Marine Science as his major and he works for her mom as a freelance underwater photographer if i'm not mistaken..i've discussed about where i can learn and join some diving club with them..they give me some information..and the opportunity is already there standing very close to me..but then again i can't find the right time to do it because of one and many things back then..so i must withhold the wish for myself until now..tremendously lamentable =(

you know what i really want to do this diving things in the near future..but there's this one consideration..which is my dad's permission..if i asked my dad, will he allow me to do it? i really don't have the courage to asked that since i'm not in a good bargaining positions right now..i think i just need to test my luck whenever the chance appears haha..wish me..
kisskiss

amazingly beautiful!i want to see it with my own eyes