Cute stuff

this cute bunny name is Fifi Lapin..

all images courtesy of fifi lapin

for more of her works click here

what should i do?

i'm a girl with no ambition and i feel so bad about it right now =(

Coco Chanel once said..

"There is no time for cut-and-dried monotony.

There is time for work and time for love.
That leaves no other time!"

and

"The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud."

Huge Closets,

that's what i will manage to have in my future house to be..a walk in closets for my clothes and maybe my husband's clothes hehe this is a fun thing to do you know..my heart beating with excitement! haha

so i think it's gonna be something like this..

soft wall paints or beautiful wallpaper


i want those shoes rack!


a cozy and warm spot..


a huge mirror and cute cushion..


maybe I'll organized the clothes by colors hehe

well, maybe it's not precisely like the one in the pictures but the concepts match to what i want..
i'm gonna make it happens somehow.. (^.^)

Mended by you..

I tried to make it work
I learned the hardest way
I lost him in the end
And it was over

I turned my back on life
I switched off at the mains
I cried night and day
'Cause it was over

You came up
I swear that it was just like something from a movie scene
when we met, we connected
I never expected you'd be everything to me

You are
Everything I wanna say
Nothing that I wanna lose
Feel like I will never break
I've been mended by you
You're the reason that I wanna stay
The places that I wanna go
'Cause I know, I've been mended by you

You never held me close, you never let me go
Just when I lost the fight, you were my soldier
And now we're sitting in here, in such a different place
August 23rd do you remember, oh

I've been mended by you

to listening this song just simply click here

stay away..

pergilah kau malassss..hush hush
stay away from me!!

i have to

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yes..this is exactly what i must do..FOCUS!

new swimsuit..

i think it's about time for me to replace my old swimsuit with the new one..since i'm going to swim again and the old one has been very lousy and saggy..I'll go for a one piece swimsuit instead a bikini..cause I'm not dealing with great bikini's body thing haha

it'll be something like this..

menye-menye

this is Saturday night and i'm broke..great huh? haha
so for tonight me and my boyfriend planned to do some exciting stay-at-home stuff with great foods around and enjoying our night..yeeeaaayyyy!
it's about time for me to torture my dvd's player again! do a marathon watching..well maybe we'll watch some korean movies and drain up our tears..haha
it's menye-menye time! teehee =)

have a nice weekend people! kisskiss <333

Nice coincidence,

it really is..I've accidentally found something related to my blogs name..
this one is from things we forget..

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and this one is something from Rivers Cuomo..

Did everyone else's mom tell them the lemonade story?
If life gives you lemons make lemonade.
In my case, the lemonade i was making was my recent songs.

Lemonade - Rivers Cuomo

Would you like some lemonade?
No, this ain't no minutemaid
Just today I picked them fresh
From the tree that I love best
Couldn't let them rot away
Like my father used to say

Oh, happy day
Lemonade

Long ago, I didn't know
Didn't care and couldn't grow
On my way in such a fuss
Passed the tree and catch the bus
'Till the day I couldn't pass
Fallen lemons in my path
So with my mom, I now agree
And use the lemons life gives me

Oh, happy day
Lemonade

Hard times come to me

i dont know yet,whether the life's already giving some lemons to me or not..but i'll figured out what is the lemonade i was making or i'll makes someday..
so for now..what's yours? =)

Can't settle with this feeling..

i'm failed again for the umpteenth time..and it's makes me feel very lame..
i know i'm not allowed to give up..to lose my spirits..i'm obligate to be patience and stuff..keep my spirits high..but you know what..this time i really don't know how to handle and deal with my own feelings..

when i think that this failure will do no harm to me, that i'll be just fine since i'm not very much hoping..it turns out that i'm wrong..the reality's reveals the opposite..i'm pretty much hoping, a lot..i feel sad, jaded and the worst is ended up feeling envy to my friends..i know it's ugly but i can't do anything about it..not now..

images courtesy of sparklingsilvia.wordpress.com

i'm sooo pathetic..haha

lazy thunderstorms

i sleep a lot lately..even though i've had the 8 hours sleeping time, i'm still feel verrrrrryyyyy sleepy..this is not good..for sure..sigh

images courtesy of critteristic.com

nyampah nyampah haha

a novel of piazzas and passion..

couple days ago i've finished reading a book from Gemma Townley called When in Rome..it's romance and have a cute cover (this is why i bought the book) hehe it's quite entertaining even though the ending isn't very surprising for me..ketebak ceritanya haha

the stories is about a woman who can't get over her past, someone from the past actually..although she's dating someone in the mean time..who apparently is her ex boyfriend's friend..so the stories begins when she's accidentally (or not? haha) encountering with her ex's again and get obsessed with that..can't get him out of her minds..she's making a SWOT analysis of the 2 guys..comparing them..and when finally she's got the chance to go to Rome, which is her dreams, with one of the boys (i'm not going to tell you which one is)..hoping that she can feels what Audrey Hepburn's feels in the movie called Roman Holiday (it's took set in Rome) which is inspiring her to go there..being too naive and ended up doing something incredibly stupid..what's happens to her then? i think you should read it by yourself..enough spoiler..haha

here's some quote (again! i'm too much quoting lately haha) that i think suit with the novel..

When one door closes, another opens..
but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door..
that we do not see the one which has opened for us..

-Alexander Graham Bell-

oh about the author, Gemma Townley, apparently she's the one from Blueboy! woow ternyata oh ternyata..what a surprise..she's so talented..nice ;p

blueboy

Happy reading! kisskiss..

Quoting again

my internets connection has been sooo shitty since yesterday..and it successfully made me very lazy to write something..excuses haha well, i'm just gonna do some quoting and this one is a good one..(for me at least ;p)

Flatter me, and I may not believe you.
Criticize me, and I may not like you.
Ignore me, and I may not forgive you.
Love me and I may be forced to love you.

-William Arthur Ward-

What we've got here!

i'm reading some local magazines and ended up doing this wild browsing on the net digging out these young designers who appears in the magazines..apparently i've found myself attracted to some of their stuff..and what makes it more good is the fact that they come from indonesia!! yes baby it's local stuff with good quality (i can assure that hehe)..they produces clothes that in my opinion can stand side by side with famous clothing brands in the realm of teenagers a.k.a ababil such as Zara, Topshop, Forever21, H&M, Mango etc haha
so these are the designers and some sample of what their dealing with ;p

1. Jordan Marzuki from The Balletcats
this 21 years old male (such a young age! i envy him..haha) is a graduated student from Lasalle College International Jakarta and a cat snob! haha one of his influences is Quentin Tarantino..if you want to know more about him and his collections just go visit his online store The Balletcats..he's not having a real stores yet, physically i mean..so you must buy it online..
and here's some pictures i've found there..

i've managed myself buying the shirt on the right
and liking it very much! teehee ;p

i just love what he's doing..
and apparently my boyfriend agrees with me ;p

2. Nina Nikicio from Nikicio and Oneandahalf

she's a young designer graduated from Lasalle College of The Arts in Singapore..and her works took part at the Autumn/Winter 08 of Singapore Fashion Week..Her premium clothing's line is Nikicio which is quite expensive in pricing..but then she come up with her second line called Oneandahalf which is more cheaper and offering clothes that can be detached, attached, draped, twisted, and even danced with (according to what's written in her official site)..you can stalk the whole thing about her and her collections at Nikicio..
if you managed to buy something from her just go straight to Fashion First at Senayan City..she's still working her webstores i guess..hope the webstores will be launched soon..and here's some of her works..

this is for oneandahalf..
her designs is simple, classics and give a slight of classy look
this is exactly what i want to wear!!

this is for Nikicio..
glamorous but still simple with great basic colors
it's bit too much for me hehe

so if you can managed buying all the expensive stuff from international brands..why don't you did the same for these good local stuff then?
Support Indonesia's Products!
Cheers!!

P.S if i find another good local products i'll let you know ;p

Wish List

i think this is the list of what i wanted right now..

1. Getting a job..if it's possible related to fashion (esp fashion buyer) or something that required travelling to another city or country as part of the job..
2. Starting a business that me and my bestfriend have planned before..we just have to start doing something immediately..
3.Mastering korean language! i know i just start the lessons and there's still many ways ahead but i just can't wait until i finally can speak korean fluently..haha
4. Find a scholarship in order to get my master's degree..i haven't decide yet what major will i take..
5. Go to sleep early..at least at 00.30 in the morning i already laying on my bed and dreaming
6. Driving a car..i must be able to do it..i already take a driving course long time ago but i still can't do it..lack of skill or i'm just so stupid..hehe (ketawa miris)
7. Swimming..and i want to do it regularly..it's been long enough for me not smelling the chlorine at the pool..i'm kinda miss that smell actually..
8. Buy new glasses..maybe a cat-eyes frame haha
9. Cut my hair short..very short like sita RSD style or sarah sechan's old hairstyle..pixie hairstyle, i guess that's what they called it..
10. Saving! more saving to go..for another things..i'll get it with my money! haha

so there you go..hope i can make all the list done..amiiinnn!!
wish me, would you? :)

This post's belong to my boyfriend

Just For Now - Imogen Heap



Just for now (6x)

It's that time of year
Leave all our hopelessness's aside
If just for a little while
tears stop right here
I know we've all had a bumpy ride
I'm secretly on your side

How did you know?
It's what I always wanted
Could never have had too many of these
Well you, quit kicking me under the table
I'm trying; will somebody make her shut up about it?
Can we settle down please?

It's that time of year
Leave all our hopelessness's aside
If just for a little while
tears stop right here
I know we've all had a bumpy ride
I'm secretly on your side

Lie down
Deep breaths
Count to ten
Nod your head

I think something is burning
Now you've ruined the whole thing
Muffle the smoke alarm
Whoever put on this music?
Better quick sharp remove it
Pour me another
Oh, don't wag your finger at me

It's that time of year
Leave all our hopelessness's aside
If just for a little while
tears stop right here
I know we've all had a bumpy ride
I'm secretly on your side

Get me outta here (3x)

Get me outta here (3x)

Get me outta here (7x)

Just for now
Just for now

i'm not listening to this song like forever and almost forget how peaceful and beautiful the song is..thanks to my boyfriend who remembering me about this song again..this one is belong to you..kiss kiss!!


P.S
there should be a video for you to watch how amazing Imogen Heap's performance..but i can't upload it somehow..like i already said in my previous post just below this post (if you ever read it..hehe) i'll post the video as soon as possible!
so for now just in case you wondering please kindly click here
enjoy! tons of hugs!
\(^o^)/

wtf?!

i can't add video to my blog!! wtf is happening??!!!!
it keeps telling me "Sorry, there was an error uploading your video"..

arrrrggghhhhhhhhhhh fu@#$@%&&$#@%#^%@$%^$$#@#$#%&@#$!!!!!

For Mamio..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

i know it's a bit late..but it wont stopped me for feeling grateful to my moms..so here we go..

I'm thanking you mom for always be there right by my side..listening to all my blabbers..thanks for guiding me all the time..always be the first person I'm turn to if anything happens..without you i know i can't make it..can't become what i am today..thank you for always saying your opinions out loud and being honest about everything..i often doesn't obey all your commands and maybe I'm not a good child because of that..but you know mom, I'll always try to make you proud in my own way..not for proofing anything, i'm doing it just because i love you (so much!)..even you can become soooo fussy sometimes..it's okay i can deal with that..haha

i love you mom!

image courtesy of thelahoretribune.com

Quote..lol

Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly...stupid.

-Jack Sparrow-

Maddening Shroud

Sometimes I like to get away from this maddening shroud
Sometimes I'll have you know, it's all insane
Maybe it's time for me to jack it in
Maybe it's time for me to track it in
Maybe it's time for me to halt...

Oh, I've got a good mind to throw it all away
Throw it all away
Throw it all away
After all, what is it worth?

Sometimes I like to get away from the saddening crowd
Sometimes I feel my life is all in vain
Maybe it's time for me to jack it in
Maybe it's time for me to track it in
Maybe it's time for me to halt...

Oh, I've got a good mind to throw it all away
Throw it all away
Throw it all away
After all, what is it worth?

Some days my strength walks out
Some days I can't go out
It is for real
We can walk about
We can work it over and over and over...

I've got a good mind to throw it all away...

i'm dealing with this maddening shroud situations for whole my life..and maybe, just maybe i'll get away from that.. someday..haha

Hot Hot Summer

i heart Stella Mccartney new exclusive summer collection for net-a-porter..
her designs are very dreamy and playful..she's using pale/nude colours which made me fall in love at the first time i saw the collections haha
i really like the theme and the print she's using for the collections..clouds, kites and blooms..soooo gorgeous!
oh the print is actually an original print made by Sir Peter Blake, a british pop artist..who is best known for his design of the sleeve for The Beatles's album Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band..wow isn't it? haha

here's the outfit that i'm craving for from her collections..

adorable dresses!

check out those clouds..irresistible! oh and the colours too!

and here's some mix-match i made through polyvore..

if you want to look the whole collections click here

Chin Up - Copeland

With your eyes closed,
Watching a strange show
Play out in your head,
But you were smiling somehow
And your day froze,
And everyone in it
Sat still as a rose,
But we were moving somehow.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Maybe we should only
Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Everybody knows that,
You’d break your neck to keep your chin up.

Open your eyes,
And the drops come,
And a snail raced down to your neck,
And looked up,
But you were smiling somehow.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Maybe we should only
Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Everybody knows that
You’d break your neck to keep your chin up.

i feel myself a little bit comfort after listen to this song..
maybe i should only tip a bottle back to keep me filled up huh? naaayyy.. ;p

Misrable

i just got back from my quick vacation to bandung..actually it even can't be called a vacation since i'm going there for one night only, to pickup my mamio..i'm quite excited indeed..going out of town..breathing new air..escaping from home for a while..haha but suddenly i found it not very fun as i thought before..it turns out being little less enjoyable..it's just not exciting anymore..i'm being very grumpy all the time..having a roller-coaster mood..and the surprising thing is i'm also not in the mood for shopping..a very rare conditions in my case since i'm usually can't resist the charms of getting the money out from my wallet (or mamio's wallet :p) to buy something even if it's not very necessary to my needs haha
i've been a very bad shopping companion for mamio, my sist and my aunt that day..i'm such a jerk..forgive me..

i don't know why i'm acting like that..i'm feeling sad and emotional..feeling empty inside..and feels like there's a big waves of sadness taking over my cheerful part aside far on the corner, locked it and throw the key to a place i can't reach it..seems like happiness is cheating on me..doing something bad behind my back..i know it's bit too much but that's what i felt back then..

so why i'm being like this when everything is actually fine? nothing's gone wrong..no specific matters that make me sad or feel all that shitty emotions..why? why? why?
i think that's the answer i can't find out for now or maybe i will never find it :(

oh God, please help me through this..

WHAT?

why is everything seems to be so f*****g annoying today??
stop teasing me!!

Cursing!

my internet connection's sucks!!
it's been incredibly slooooooowwwwwwwwwww lately..crap!!

a song..

Ash - Polaris
Save me
I can't run this time
Am I under a spell?
Fighting for my life?
So far gone
I can't turn it round
I feel buried alive
I am screaming out

Terror in your eyes
Your heart is racing
For the innocence we lost will not return
We know we can't go on
But we're still holding on
Don't let me be the one
To drag you down

In the silence
In the lonely night
When you're frozen with fear
When you're paralyzed
Too delicate
Your fragile mind
It's so hard to stay in love with life

Terror in your eyes
Your heart is racing
For the innocence we lost will not return
We know we can't go on
But we're still holding on
Don't let me be the one
To drag you down

I was fighting at your side
A knowing partner in this crime
A beating heart, A distant star
We lost all we we were fighting for
All the hurt I kept within
I blame myself for everything
For all the regret that remains
For all the pain

Terror in your eyes
Your heart is breaking
For the innocence we lost will not return
We know we cant go on
But we're still holding on
Don't let me be the one
To drag you down
To drag you down


i'm singing it over and over again! :)

sooo HAPPY

i will start my korean lessons next week..on monday precisely!! i just enrolled for the class this afternoon..yeeeeaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
i'm soooo happy..thanks paps :)
i will try my best to mastered it..i wont let your money wasted..this is a promise..hehe

나는 모든 노력을 줄 것이다!

photoshoping..

I'm learning adobe photoshop now and my teacher is my boyfriend haha since he's very good in photoshoping..
i usually asked him to edit my pictures..everything change now..i'm gonna do it by myself at least the basic editing which is the easiest part..haha but i think i'm still put the complicated editing a.k.a the hard part in my boyfriend hands for a while until i can do it by myself..haha

the funny thing is i get forget easily about the lessons..so i've been asking the same questions about the same topics over and over again..until he got tired explaining the same things again and again..there's only a little progress in our lessons..and now i'm start to wonder when i can mastered this whole photoshoping things with my broken-little brain..
geez..there's something wrong in my head hahaha

what's new?

I'm testing my fashion style!!
i've joined a fashion site couple of days ago and uploading some pictures of my fashion statement..haha actually i'm consider myself as a not-very-fashionable kind of person..never cross in my mind to publish pictures about my fashion style..so this is new for me and i'm kinda like it..it's been my pleasure distraction from this still-jobless-and-do-nothing situation..haha

i'm having this weird pleasure feelings when i'm finished uploading some pictures and waiting people to give their comment about it..and challenging myself to look more good and creating my own fashion style..haha
recently i found myself ended up looking to the site and updating it everyday..addictive! i think this is a good way to digging knowledge in fashion world..it will be my ammo to pursue one of my dream jobs which is becoming a fashion purchasing officer..or who knows maybe i could become a celebrities fashion stylist someday haha (dream oh dream)

for me it's always nice to see what people wearing..for remaindering what will looks nice on me or what will be a disaster haha i love to look out the fashion items..especially the bags and the shoes! i wonder why there's soooo maaannyyyy sophisticated bags and killer shoes out there! i'm craving for it and being jealous to everyone that wears it! shitty!! haha and i'm really glad i was born as a woman (yeeeaaaayyyy)..because i can wear all of those tempting fashion items..even if it's not the killer one!

i found a very nice quote that i think fit to what i called fashion..

“While clothes may not make the woman, they certainly have a strong effect on her self-confidence which, I believe, does make the woman"
Mary Kay Ash (founder of Mary Kay cosmetics)

so wear anything that will lift up your confidence!!!

enough talking..i'm going to upload some picts again in my new toys..haha

안녕, 내 주위에서 당신을 볼 것이다

in the middle of the morning night,

here i am..couldn't sleep early again..as usually..
but this time different..it's curhat time haha
i need my eyes remains open, my ears to keep hearing and my brains to stay alert..orait bring the topic..i'm all set..
ready..set..go..

currently listening to weezer-perfect situation

tempting

i just watch X-Men Origins : Wolverine and i'm not gonna give you any spoiler cause in this post i just gonna blabbering about 2 guys from the movie that got my attention..haha
shame on me..but i don't care..hahaha

Hugh Jackman is super duper hot and tempting!! slllrrrruuuuuuupppppp hahaha
good acting..nice body..good looking face..smart..can play piano..he's just awesome..that's what i called a true man..laki2 bgt, jantan haha and my heart beating so hard along the movie..not because some strained scenes or something like that..but it's because he's sooooo sexy..i even don't want to blink..i know i know it's a little too much..but it's true haha
he even don't look silly in kaos kutang abang2 and jeans yg dipake di pinggang..oh don't forget the huge buckle too..haha seriously he still looks fine ;p
a handsome guy will still be a handsome guy in anykind outfit even the weird one..klo uda ganteng diapain aja juga tetep ganteng..haha

see? he's still awesome with that outfit haha

Oh My Gosh!

the other guy is a guy that i don't expect that he will take part in this movie..actually i don't even know that he's part of the Hollywood guys..haha since i only saw his face in korean movies..at first i dont remember who is he..i just keep guessing and thinking..his face is kinda familiar..i saw him in some korean movies, i'm pretty sure about that..i'm talking to myself again and again during the movie try to remember his name..when i see the credits after the movie finished..i saw his name and suddenly get shoot right to the head..yes off course! a korean-american handsome and tall guy..it's Daniel Henney everybody!! shocking..haha (for me at least..since i never watched the movie trailer before).. he played as agent zero..the one with the guns..
hah another handsome guy..and he can play guitar!! i really want a bf who can play guitar back then..but now i'm stick with a drummer and it's great! haha

as agent zero

wow! ya ya ya

seeing them really put a cherry lemon on top of my day..haha
oh you must see the movie too..