One down, lots more to go.

chart apakah iniiiii? *baca judul chartnya juga pasti udah ketauan kan :|

ini adalah chart hasil dari #30hari catat pengeluaran yang saya, yay berarti satu resolusi berhasil saya selesaikan hoho *euforia :D

well as you can see in the chart, that's how i spend my money in a month..i must say that i'm not very happy with the result, even though i can manage to do some saving dengan persentase yang bisa dibilang lumayan (normalnya rasio menabung ini adalah sekitar 10-30% from your earnings)..tetep aja miris kalo inget-inget pengeluaran pribadi saya bulan ini melonjak drastis *eh? tiap bulan selalu gitu kayanya :s

nah kalo udah itung-itungan gini harusnya kan ada tindakan lanjutannya yaaa..oleh karena itu *ya ampyun baku amat bahasa gw* saya sedang berpikir untuk mulai berinvestasi (such as reksa dana, saham dan temen-temennya yang lain) untuk masa depan saya, mulai bikin perencanaan keuangan supaya pas pensiun nanti saya tetep bisa hidup enak, ongkang-ongkang kaki doang haha dan mungkin harus mulai berpikir untuk menggunakan jasa financial planner..

hmmm hmmm start awal belajar hemat dulu aja kali yaaa, sambil cari-cari info lagi..yaaaah semoga saya ke depannya bisa nabung lebih banyak lagi, buat beli baju biyan (eh?!) ;p

tapi saya beneran pengen mulai investasi, cari-cari info financial planner aaaahhh..

bingung sendiri

sebenernya gimana sih? jangan iya iya ga gitu dong..
saya lagi ga berminat main tebak-tebakan :|

smiley face

this time i let myself hoping on everything you've said.
and you can also put your hope on me.
:)

something nice from tumblr :)

courtesy: littlemisspaintbrush

taken from princess hours! cute drawings x)

Dubiousness

i was so happy when i heard it directly from you.
but then it got me thinking. a lot.
will everything be just like you've said?

are you serious? oh never mind, i know you're serious. silly question.

i'm willing to believe but i'm so scared.

disillusionment. i don't want to deal with it again.

so, can i really put my hope this time?

can i?

ben folds once sang..

you know what hope is?

hope is a bastard

hope is a liar

a cheat and a tease

hope comes near you?

i shall do this again!

i forget when was the last time i went to some places alone, just me and my shadow. since i have a boyfriend i'm barely never go alone anymore. and i forget how it felt until..today, yup i'm strolling the mall alone today, yeay! ;) something that i never thought gonna happen in this near future haha its all happen because my boyfie is busy practicing with his band, so i took the chance to go exploring the mall alone (and i know that there are some sale going on there) ha!

and you know what? it's felt verrrryyy gooooodddd! just dragging your feet back and forth through every stores without someone telling you where they want to go or what they want to do first. euphoria was in my vein for the whole day hahaha no kidding ;p unfortunately i have very restricted time (only 2,5 hours before boyfie came pick me up), so there are no time to linger long at the bookstores and stopping by at some coffee/tea shop to relaxing my tired feet and have a sip of hot chocolate. but that's fine, i have had a great time ;p

hmmm guess am not doing this for about 3 years, such a long time. i think i'm lulled by the coziness of going everywhere anywhere with boyfie (it isn't that i don't like it) and suddenly forget that old habit i used to do. well, i'm definitely going to arrange some time to do it again soon. this time maybe i'll go exploring the bookstores and find some coffee/tea shop afterward, spending my long afternoon to read and eat some slices of cakes or strolling the mall, window shopping or maybe i'll just go watch a movie alone just like the friggin old time :D that's sounds like a good plan huh? hohoho

annnnndddd maybe it's the right time to do some quality-me-time, cause you know boyfie got a new job which not allowed him to have holiday for a month, even on weekends (ngok!) and his working hour is completely the opposite of my working hour, so you know what happens next riteee?! *lah jadi curcol :|

well, i hope you have your wonderful me time but if you haven't..it's never too late to arrange some time right at this moment, cheerio mi amigos! :*

plan then do.

this year new resolutions areeeee..

- keep up with my last resolutions.
- buy travel books.
- cleaning my yahoo mail's inbox (ini peer banget).
- take part in #form30hari catat pengeluaran, actually it's already started :)
- take part in #misi21 as soon as possible.
- tour de restaurant :D
- bisa ikutan Qurban. bismillah.
- buy biyan's dress. bismillah.
- search botanics whitening eye cream for my under eye
- learn how to do various eye make up.
- get married. bismillah.
- read newspaper. every-single-day.
- do some sports regularly. yoga and swimming. once in a week.
- make a scrapbook.
- cleaning my clothes closet.
- stop being an impulsive buyer.
- work hard.
- stay strong.

there you go! in a glance, it's look like a wish list heh? but a (sok) realistic one buahahahahaha yeah rite.

lets do the best! xoxo.

Recalling

i know i supposed to do this before the new year or at least on the very first day of 2011 buuuuuuttt work can be so harsh sometimes..yup i've been busy like hell! with all the year end closing, targets achieving and stuff *fiuuuhh* thanks God i'm still breathing now *errr oke mulai lebay..and everytime i got home all i can think is cuddling in my bed hugging bancil, trying to get that 8-hours-beauty sleep (beauty sleep my ass) hahaha yeah i'm too sleepy to write or to do anything..

alrite, we'd better hop straight to the main idea (berasa skripsi -.-').. well, i would like to recall my so called resolution back in 2010 and see what's done and what's not done yet..so are you with me? (hope someone read this by accident :D)..ok, here we go..

1. pray 5 times a day! --> highly developed! :)
2. read Al-Quran and Tafsir every single days --> highly developed! :)
3. get a good job --> check, tho probably not the best job ;p
4. do more saving. MUST! --> on my way
5. visit at least 1 new places --> failed :( *places here means city or country
6. love boyfie more and more --> no need to tell :))
7. buy something for mamio and papio --> if food counts, then it's check! hehe
8. sit-up regularly --> major failed! lame haha
9. improve my driving skill, especially parking skill --> progressing baby! :D
10. improve my english skill --> on my way with my own way ;p
11. studying korean language again --> major failed :'(
12. start realizing the business --> re-planning hehe
13. be more patience in everything --> edging along. try to do my best, bismillah.
14. eat a lot of fruits and veggies --> so so hahahaha
15. buy more books and cds --> check for the books and failed for the cds

haaaaaaa that's it! well, i think i'm doing pretty good hihi

but to be honest it's break my heart knowing that i'm failed on the thing that i want to do the most, which are resolution no 5 and no 11 :'( but i believe i can make it come true this year (or maybe the next year, or the year next year, whatever :|) Bismillah, kalo rejeki pasti ga kemana, amin :)

and because amma too sleepy to make the new resolution, so my 2011's resolution is the prolongation of the 2010 resolution haha but dont be afraid mi amigos, i'm adding some new things-to-do in this new resolution..will let you know in the next post, that's if you still interested to read haha

happy belated new year pals! be better! :D

2011

I welcome you with open heart and hope as high as the skies. Bismillah :)