current feelings

Back to me, I know that it comes
Back to me, doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong, as it used to be

-John Mayer | Back To You-


i need a shoulder :'(

someone said

Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.

i have the rain and i will have the dance, cheerio!

Suddenly feel anxious :(

Aliveness
Exploration
Aliveness
Energy

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?

Aliveness
Exploration
Fulfillment
Creativity

It may be diverting
For some part of him

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?

Naming things is empowering
I balance, walk
And coordinate myself, alive
Aliveness energy

Healthy dependence
And healthy independence
And healthy assurances
This love's a nameless dream
And healthy boundaries
And how long would you miss me

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you mistreat me
Or betray all my confidence?

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you mistreat me
Or betray all my confidence?

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you mistreat me
Or betray all my confidence?

-Cocteau Twins-

Saya penasaran,

Orang indonesia lagi pada kenapa ya akhir-akhir ini? saya baca berita, isinya ga jauh-jauh dari kerusuhan, bentrok antar suku dan kelompok masyarakat, perampokan bersenjata yang udah makin canggih kaya di film-film..hhh people tend to get angry easily these days, saya pernah denger seorang sosiolog bilang bahwa ini semua disebabkan oleh adanya ketidakstabilan sosial ekonomi..yayaya classic, yah emang masalah yang satu itu ga pernah ada abisnya ya dan ga pernah ada solusi pastinya (males ngebahasnya hahaha)

well, i believe good attitude will lead to good results and better life. in the end..so better habits, yes? at least for your own sake and for your beloved persons :)

I don't know why

it's just not the same and I'm scared to death :(