oh my, oh my..

2010 is coming in 2 more days..
what should i do?
what should i do?

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smooches!

touched by angels - victoria's secret

i just have to post this :D after all, beautiful lingerie is woman best friend besides chocolates!

the victoria's secret symbolic angel wings

Edita V and Rosie Huntington-Whiteley

Rosie Huntington-Whiteley and Doutzen Kroes

Rosie Huntington-Whiteley and Lindsay Ellingson

Lindsey Scott and Tatiana Kovylina

Marissa Miller and Caroline Trentini

Maryna Linchuk and Alessandra Ambrosio

Marissa Miller (using the $3 million diamond bra) and Doutzen Kroes

Ana Beatriz Barros and Chanel Iman

Miranda Kerr

Erin Heatherton and Caroline Trentini

Alessandra Ambrosio and Heidi Klum (with her 6 weeks post-pregnant body)

Anja Rubik and Selita Ebanks

source : cnbc.com, fashionmag.us

guilty pleasure :)

i've been listening to dmasiv's song called Aku Percaya Kamu lately..and this song's suddenly struck to my head, stayed in my brain and swimming in my blood streams haha norak abis gw..tapi gw beneran suka sama kata-kata di lagu ini, eventhough it's sound very cliche..but don't we, girls, like those kind of things? those heart-warming cliche words, especially if it's comes from the one that loves you (even my reason's sound so cliche haha)..so enjoy, kisskiss!

Aku Percaya Kamu
Melebihi Apa Yang Orang Katakan Kepadaku
Aku Percaya Kamu
Tak Perduli Apa Yang Orang Katakan Tentang Kamu

Yang Kutahu Kau Selalu Sejukkan Hatiku
Yang Kutahu Kau Selalu Ada Di Saatku
Membutuhkanmu Kau Selalu Ada
Disaatku Rapuh

Aku Percaya Kamu
Hidup Ini Takkan Berarti Tanpa Kau Disisiku
Aku Percaya Kamu
Kau Takkan Pernah Berhenti Tuk Selalu Mencintaiku

Yang Kutahu Kau Selalu Sejukkan Hatiku
Yang Kutahu Kau Selalu Ada Di Saatku
Membutuhkanmu Kau Selalu Ada
Disaatku Rapuh
Disaatku Jatuh

to listening to this song, just simply click this link

just don't give up

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Sorry for the wait ;p

oh my oh my i've been neglecting this blog like forever, sorry for that..it's all because my internet connection went 'slow motions' lately..every time i want to write something here, i'm facing an error page loading and you know what happens next *excuses is the air* ;p

so what's new from me? hmmm almost nothing! haha well, i cut my bang straight and voila my hair suddenly look like cleopatra's hair with less straight effect hehe i'm planning to cut my hair short but still can't find the right time to do it..about my work's life? i'm a bit sad to talk about it, i'm still jobless :( pathetic huh? haha *miris* actually there's some job's offer but it's a nayness cause it didn't meet my requirement, i'm such a picky bitch haha well, i hope i'll get a good job as soon as possible, hopefully before the end of this year, amen! for now, i shall say that patience is my best mate along with efforts and prays :) i believe everything will be perfect in time *cheering myself*

hmm what's else? oh, a few days ago on 11th Nov precisely, i'm celebrating my 2nd anniversary with my boyfie yaaayyy *heboh haha* wooow time do flies very fast, it's already 2 years, people! haha though we don't have a chance to do something special to celebrate it that day..but that's alrite, we're just gonna celebrate it another day..no worries, we already have some plan :)

i'll be going to semarang in the next next week (you know what i mean) to attend my cousin's wedding party and you know what? that cousin of mine is still in the same age as me! well, well, wonder when will be my turn? haha i'm taking my time wisely :) anyway, me and my families planning to have some short holidays after the wedding party, yiiippppyyyyyy haha i'm so excited eventhough maybe we'll just go to jogja instead of other place, it's still a holidays! well, at least i can keep myself busy with this wedding and vacations thingy, rite? hahaha

adios amigos, cups cups!

Stuck in mind

Proudness, yes it is..

i don't smoke,
i don't drink,
i don't do drugs,
i don't talk shit,
and i don't care if you call me geek.


Happy November! Cupscups.

♥ Happy Birthday Papio! ♥

wishing you :
forever success,
forever healthy,
forever love your family,
and forever young! :)
May Allah always protect you, amen!

we ♥ you papio! we always do.

생일 축하합니다 ♥♥♥

May you live to be 100 and may the last voice you hear be mine

♥ you, kiss kiss!

I remember,

i've this short conversation with my bf a few days ago about jobs and stuff..actually he's talking about some of his friend whose "lucky" enough to get good job with good salary, the thing that struck into his head is the fact that they are hmm how i'm gonna say this..well, not actually a top students in the school..they have had so called bad attitude back in time haha so bf can't believe the good luck (or good things?) followed them in life, maybe he's a little bit envy with their good life..then i said to him that some people are lucky enough to have what they want just by clicking his/her fingers while other people just have to work very hard to get what they want..maybe both of us (me and bf) included in the second option, we just have to work our ass off to get what we want..
then he said "jaman sekarang kalo punya orang tua 'jadi', mau ngapain juga gampang..sekarang pengaruh orang tua tuh kuat banget, kalo orang tuanya sukses pasti anaknya juga sukses, at least anaknya gampang aja gitu dapet kerja and stuff..contohnya anaknya sampoerna, bakrie, dll..kebalik sama jaman dulu, kalo dulu kayanya bisa-bisa aja kan tuh anaknya sukses padahal orang tuanya biasa2 aja atau bahkan orang susah.." hah that's soooo true..in the end kita berdua cuma ketawa miris..

well, what we've got in our life is a gift from Allah, uda ada rejekinya masing-masing..so just say Alhamdulillah then..cheers!

I really want to watch these movies..

well, all of the movies below is a brand new movies so agak peer juga ya nunggunyaaa..i suppose they will hit my country's movies theater at approximately next year..duh what a long waiting.. if you interested and need more information about the movies listed below, please kindly help yourself googling cause i'm way too lazy to write it down here haha forgive my laziness pals ;p

so without any further comments, here's my list :

1. Where the Wild Things Are

this movie was made based on the classic children's story from Maurice Sendak..It's about a boy who landed on a world of monster ;p i'm suddenly IN LOVE with the movie's tag line:

Inside all of us is... hope. Inside all of us is... fear.
Inside all of us is... adventure. Inside all of us is a wild thing.

i haven't read the book yet..so i'm gonna search and buy the book though maybe it'll be difficult to find the book here..anyway the movie will go on premiere in Singapore on January 2010, wondering when it'll be premiere here in Indonesia..kelamaan klo januari :(

2. Coco Before Chanel / Coco Avant Chanel

this is a movie about the superb Coco Chanel..actually, i'm curious about the outfit rather than the story..you can called me shallow because of that, i don't mind hehe

3. The September Issue

well, everyone's already know what is the story of this movie..just look out the picture and voila ;p so i don't need to write any brief introduction, rite? haha

4. Paranormal Activity

"Nightmares are guaranteed" well, i'm curious of what kind of nightmares will i have after watching it hehe but apparently i'm not brave enough to watch it ALONE, so i'm gonna ask my boyfie or some friends to watch it with me haha

hmmmm that's all for now..i really want to watch these movies badly, like RIGHT NOW! hehe maybe i can go to "Ambas's theater" and buy the dvds, beli bajakan dulu aja gpp kali yaaa haha uda penasaran banget soalnya, kebelet! haha

Yes, we have..

CPNS thingies

so I'll have a cpns test in the next two days from today..I've prepared myself to face the test and even bothering to buy a cpns test books at the bookstores haha well i have no other choice because i have to studying some state-related issues such as UUD 45, Pancasila, Tata Negara, Sejarah bla bla bla and these whole state issues are really driving me nuts! even to start studying these whole topics again is just completely hard thing to do for me, not forget to mention the fact that's sooo boring topics..i took IPA as my major when i'm still in high school, so i don't familiar with Tata Negara and stuff..such a shame haha but i don't wanna give up the chance that I've got, eventhough the chance is just 1 : 50 haha well, i think this is the time for me to close all the tempting firefox windows and stop browsing..back to the effing test problem and start studying that tiresome topics again, in other words back to reality! I'm gonna pull myself to the max! oh first thing to do --> calm down my brain from dizziness haha

i found some good encouraging message from my daily fortune cookies, it's said :

Good luck is the result of good planning!

and good planning is the result of hard work ;p
wish me luck! kisskiss.

Blacko Robo The Toy Cam

these are pics from blacko robo the toy cam..i don't know why i put it here, i just think that it would be nice to share it with you ;p well, i know that the resolution is not so good and it's shaking everywhere haha I'll work on it somehow hehe after all if you're using a toy cam you never know what will you get until you proceed the film..fun fun fun! so for now I'm just gonna click the shutter and see what's happen :) maybe i'll share the pics again with you..yes, you! the one who looking at my page (if any of you ever exists) haha ciao!

my sister with a good book from dee lestari

post secret thingy..

You shouldn't give up.
Fight for yourself and
who you are. You've got
to go through the worst
times in life to get the best


hopefully my worst times will end very very soon like tomorrow, amen.

talking about not growing up..

last night i've watched Lenka's performance at LAlight indiefest..She's really a good performer with such a great music's talent and sense of style! i love her outfit that night haha so, all i know is that i can't help myself to stop singing and humming one of her song called 'we will not grow old' ever since ;p
these are my favourite part..

You and me will be lying side by side, forever forever
Underneath this adolescent sky, together together
And you will hold my heart inside your hand
And You'll be the one, the one to tell me
Oh, we've got a long, long way to go
To get there, we'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old


i'm surely want to stay forever young..ya ya you wish..blah!
well, i think i'm just sick and tired of being a grown up x(

Try to pursue it..

writer / CC BY-NC-ND 3.0

Dear my Almighty God,

Please give me strength and great forbearance to face this situation..
Please show me what is the best for me..
Please guide me to do what i must do..
Please erase all doubts and perplexity in me..
Please make me tough in any kind of ways, eventhough if that's mean that i have to go through that experience first..
Please give me the courage..
And Please show me the way..
Amen.

♥mellow miaow♥

i love today's weather, it's raining and cloudy..perfect for relaxing and chilling, accompanied by a cup of hot chocolate, some great music and a good book oh don't forget the blanket too..aaahh heaveeeeeennn ;p the weather is also affecting my mood in some mellow miaow kind of ways haha i'm longing for my boyffiee and i want to say all these words below in front of him..now and out loud! geez, look what today's weather can do to you, blame on the weather! haha

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return

-Soko-

boyffie, i'm trully blessed to have you, smooch! ♥♥♥

When you want something in life,

you just gotta reach out and grab it..that is some quote from the movie that i've watched couple days a go on HBO..at first i dont understand the stories and the plot, it's so absurd and confusing haha later on when the movie was finished i realize that it wasa flashback kind of plot, stupid me haha the movie's based on true story about a man named Christopher McCandless, who left everything he had (money, families, his perfect life) and travels along the way to Alaska to live in the wilderness, searching for what he called the true knowledge..along in his extraordinary journey he encounters and makes friends with many unconventional but good people..giving more shape into his life and the people's life..

"The sea's only gifts are harsh blows, and occasionally the chance to feel strong. Now I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong. To measure yourself at least once. To find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions. Facing the blind death stone alone, with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head."
when i watch this part i feel like somehow i know what he mean, what he's feeling inside, i understand that feeling..it's like the feeling i have had when i just graduated..and i'm like 'wow you're sooo right, do what you wanna do with your own strenght, just bring out all the courage and face it!' actually that is the line which made me stayed in front of the tv and watch the whole movie hehe

hmm my favourite scene in the movie is when Chris meet an old soldier named Ron Franz, who lost all his families because an accident and later on the old man wish to adopt Chris because he acknowledge Chris just like his grandchild..i just loved to watch they had a very interesting conversation in top of a cliff talking about human relationship..

"Chris : you are wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from the joy of human relationships. God's place is all around us, it is in everything and in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at things.
Ron : But there is some kind of bigger thing that we can all appreciate and it sounds to me you don't mind calling it God. But when you forgive, you love. And when you love, God's light shines through you."
that's sooo truuuueee! i really want to have this enlightening kind of conversation..it'll give shape in my life even more :)

and i found this good lines that completely struck into my head and i think it will remainds for quite a long time in my sleepyhead hehe

"Happiness only real when shared" Chris McCandless

go share all the happiness in you!

well, i dont think is wise enough to share all part of the movie here hehe it's not fun if you already know the whole stories before watching it with your own eyes..so i suggest you to go find the dvd in the nearest store and feel what i feel! haha this movie is inspiring, hope it'll give you the same effect :)
kisskiss!

it would be fun =)

i found this on post secret when am randomly surfing the net and suddenly feel the necessity to share it with you, readers hehe sometimes i do feel like chillin' with God when i chanting my prayers haha what about you?

Happy Ied Mubarak =)

why we keep doing those thing?

exactly what i feel for you last night..
My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak..What a disappointment, I had it perfectly

What I was going to bring up suddenly..Stood like a stone as you stood quietly
You're making it hard for me..All I can do is freeze
What I mean is, all I need is, Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling..And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice..


stop hurting each other..am tired :(

Fireflies..

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

PS..this song really warm my heart :)

Original not Aspal..

writer / CC BY-NC-ND 3.0

hard thing to do yet challenging..

good one..

Sahabat macam apa?

gila yaa..uda gw kasih tau juga gw lagi sakit, bukannya nanyain gimana keadaan gw malah sibuk berkeluh kesah tentang betapa semua orang udah move on with their life to the next level sedangkan elo ngrasa masih jalan di tempat, stagnan..heeeiii ini gw lagi sakit, at least give a little attention to my health condition..duh what kind of bestfriend are you?
yah gw maklum sih kenapa elo ngerasa hidup loe gitu-gitu aja..elo bahkan ga bisa bersimpati sama keadaan gw sekarang, your so called bestfriend..jadi gimana elo mau maju? iya ga SAHABAT ku?
sorry ya tapi sumpah gw kesel banget sama loe hari ini..*harusnya sih elo uda tau ya?*


haa bulan puasa banyak banget cobaannya..pahala gw lama-lama abis deh..maap ya Allah

fed up..

rasanya hari ini gw pengen marah-marah, i know kalo lagi puasa harus menahan segala emosi..tapiii i can't help not feeling fed up today..ditambah lagi dengan panas level maksimum di luar sana..jadi gpp lah ya sehari aja di bulan puasa ini gw menumpahkan kekesalan..mudah2an pahala gw ga berkurang banyak hehe..

gw ada planning buat nerusin korea 2 dan deadline pendaftarannya paling lambat minggu ini..terus gw tanya lah ke bokap boleh atau ga gw nerusin dan jawabannya adalah TIDAK! haaa why oh why? kata bokap les inggris aja ambil conversation (lagi-lagi), terus gw bilang gw mau les inggris tapi les korea juga jalan eeehhh tetep lho ga boleh..intinya dia merasa belajar korea itu useless, ga bakal dipake buat kerja..terus dia cerita (based on his experiences) ga enak kerja di perusahaan korea bla bla bla..gw uda males aja dengerinnya, sorry pap but that's true..kenapa siiihh mau belajar bahasa aja harus yang related to work terus..padahal kan dia juga ga tau nanti ke depannya gimana..siapa tau bahasa korea bakal sepopuler bahasa mandarin, jepang atau perancis..kenapa sih harus berpikiran mainstream? toh maksud gw belajar korea karena gw emang pure suka dan pengen belajar..kalo kita ngelakuin sesuatu yg kita suka pasti kita juga lebih enjoy ngjalaninnya (terbukti gw ga pernah bolos sekalipun) dan lebih cepet bisa kan? menurut gw yang namanya belajar bahasa, bahasa apapun itu ga bakal sia-sia..pasti kepake entah itu sekarang atau in the future..yah walopun gw uda coba jelasin kaya gitu ke bokap tapi dia tetep aja ga ngasih permit..ya uda mau apa lagi, i can do nothing but accept it..secara ya uangnya juga uang dia..

trus i failed to get the job (the one i told you in previous post) and i'm feel very sad about it..bisa dibilang gw kehilangan semangat..dan kata-kata "sabar ya, belum rejeki" or "mungkin nanti mau dikasih yang lebih baik" sama sekali doesn't work for me..no offense for those people who said that to me, i'm very thankful for your sympathy and your effort for cheering me up..cuma ya itu gw mungkin terlalu sedih dan kecewa untuk bisa nerima kata-kata itu..akhirnya gw malah jadi kesel sendiri..not in the mood for anything..

apa lagi yaaa? oh iyaa, gw lagi agak-agak bete gimana gitu sama seseorang, she's such a copy cat..i know we share many things in common..tapi gw merasa kaya my dream's being stolen or maybe i just feel jealous, i don't know..dia dengan mudahnya bisa dapet semua yang gw pengen..pernah ga sih elo ngerasa kaya gitu? gw sendiri ga suka kalo gw lagi punya perasaan kaya gini..bener-bener ga ngenakin, rasanya gw kaya ga bersyukur dengan apa yang uda gw dapet..tapi gw juga ga bisa mencegah diri gw for not having that feeling..

bahkan badan gw sendiri tak bersahabat dengan gw hari ini..tenggorokan gw amat sangat gatel uda gitu disertai dengan batuk-batuk kecil yang tak kunjung berhenti..rasanya ga enak banget! ngeselin!

haaaa stop complaining! oh iya hampir lupaa, maap-maap ya klo gw ngbetein hari ini..you know why (itu juga kalo elo baca post ini sih hehe)..udah ah, annyong!

haaaaa hiks hiks

i get the feel and i know i can afford it, but why i still can't get it?
or YOU have another plans for me my dearest GOD?

September Ceria! (katanya)

Graduations..

"i hope your dreams take you to the corners of your smiles,
to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities
and to the most special places your heart has ever known"

my precious (taken on my grad's day)




besties


january grad's crowd


bersama wisudawatiii


august grad's crowd


As we go on, We remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change from whatever
We will still be Friends Forever