i know i'm not allowed to give up..to lose my spirits..i'm obligate to be patience and stuff..keep my spirits high..but you know what..this time i really don't know how to handle and deal with my own feelings..
when i think that this failure will do no harm to me, that i'll be just fine since i'm not very much hoping..it turns out that i'm wrong..the reality's reveals the opposite..i'm pretty much hoping, a lot..i feel sad, jaded and the worst is ended up feeling envy to my friends..i know it's ugly but i can't do anything about it..not now..
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i'm sooo pathetic..haha
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