When you want something in life,

you just gotta reach out and grab it..that is some quote from the movie that i've watched couple days a go on HBO..at first i dont understand the stories and the plot, it's so absurd and confusing haha later on when the movie was finished i realize that it wasa flashback kind of plot, stupid me haha the movie's based on true story about a man named Christopher McCandless, who left everything he had (money, families, his perfect life) and travels along the way to Alaska to live in the wilderness, searching for what he called the true knowledge..along in his extraordinary journey he encounters and makes friends with many unconventional but good people..giving more shape into his life and the people's life..

"The sea's only gifts are harsh blows, and occasionally the chance to feel strong. Now I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong. To measure yourself at least once. To find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions. Facing the blind death stone alone, with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head."
when i watch this part i feel like somehow i know what he mean, what he's feeling inside, i understand that feeling..it's like the feeling i have had when i just graduated..and i'm like 'wow you're sooo right, do what you wanna do with your own strenght, just bring out all the courage and face it!' actually that is the line which made me stayed in front of the tv and watch the whole movie hehe

hmm my favourite scene in the movie is when Chris meet an old soldier named Ron Franz, who lost all his families because an accident and later on the old man wish to adopt Chris because he acknowledge Chris just like his grandchild..i just loved to watch they had a very interesting conversation in top of a cliff talking about human relationship..

"Chris : you are wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from the joy of human relationships. God's place is all around us, it is in everything and in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at things.
Ron : But there is some kind of bigger thing that we can all appreciate and it sounds to me you don't mind calling it God. But when you forgive, you love. And when you love, God's light shines through you."
that's sooo truuuueee! i really want to have this enlightening kind of conversation..it'll give shape in my life even more :)

and i found this good lines that completely struck into my head and i think it will remainds for quite a long time in my sleepyhead hehe

"Happiness only real when shared" Chris McCandless

go share all the happiness in you!

well, i dont think is wise enough to share all part of the movie here hehe it's not fun if you already know the whole stories before watching it with your own eyes..so i suggest you to go find the dvd in the nearest store and feel what i feel! haha this movie is inspiring, hope it'll give you the same effect :)
kisskiss!