my long wishes..

i wanna go diving!! this is one of the things that i must do before i die haha

it's always stay in my head since i'm in my first year as a college student..i really want to join some diving club and learn about the whole diving things..but i don't know why i just can't make it until now..my friends know how jealous i am because i can't go diving with them when we on vacation in Bali..it's all because i have my periods in very wrong times, shitty! i'm still regret it until now and every time i see their underwater pictures with the fish swimming and the coral as background the jealousy burst again haha

one of my aunt and my cousin already have the diving license actually..my aunt is a researcher of marine biota for LIPI..so obviously she have to be able to dive..while his son, my cousin, is taking Marine Science as his major and he works for her mom as a freelance underwater photographer if i'm not mistaken..i've discussed about where i can learn and join some diving club with them..they give me some information..and the opportunity is already there standing very close to me..but then again i can't find the right time to do it because of one and many things back then..so i must withhold the wish for myself until now..tremendously lamentable =(

you know what i really want to do this diving things in the near future..but there's this one consideration..which is my dad's permission..if i asked my dad, will he allow me to do it? i really don't have the courage to asked that since i'm not in a good bargaining positions right now..i think i just need to test my luck whenever the chance appears haha..wish me..
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amazingly beautiful!i want to see it with my own eyes

what i'm trying to be..

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i'm still on my way to be that person =)

Hi there..

안녕하세요, 어떻게 지내세요?

I've been (acting) very busy recently haha..that's explain why i'm not posting something new lately..excuses haha so here's some update from me..

i'll have a little test for my korean lessons tomorrow..and i'm kinda scared because i dont know what is the type of the questions..is it gonna be a multiple choice or an essay or both..is it gonna be a conversation and listening test too or not..i really dont have any idea..it makes me nervous to think of that.. i must be well prepared i guess..that's mean a lot of practice to do..time to study hard! teehee
i'm currently addicted by Koreans reality show haha it's help my lessons and it's really funny so this is a nice thing to do i shall say..

hmm what's else..let see..oh i'm managed to go swimming regularly..once in a week..every saturday morning or sunday morning..i do sport again! finally..cause i'm not doing that like forever haha..must keep the schedule tight from now on..

i'm planning to make some summer dress..i already have the fabrics, the dressmaker and a few designs to choose..i'm hoping to meet with the dressmaker and tell her what i want in the next week =)

i think that's all..not really interesting updates huh? haha

안녕! (^o^)/

ada apa deh?

kayanya slogan "pembeli adalah raja" uda ga berlaku lagi deh..especially here in Indonesia..gw pernah nih ya ke suatu toko..dari mulai masuk trus gw liat-liat smp keluar toko itu gw diikutin terus dan diliatin sm mas-mas SPGnya (suka kali ya sm gw haha)..mending ramah gitu ya, ini ngeliatinnya kya i'm gonna steal something gitu..dan gw tipe orang yg paling males banget diginiin..temen gw juga pernah cerita waktu itu dia lagi ngeliat lego di salah satu toko mainan terkemuka (halah haha) eh tiba-tiba SPGnya berdiri aja gitu di depan dia..ngehalangin etalasenya..jadi posisinya tuh temen gw-SPG ga tau diri-etalase tmp Legonya dipajang..trus temen gw geser ke samping kan biar ga kehalangan..eh SPGnya ikutan geser aja dong..tetep ngalangin pandangan temen gw ke etalasenya..dan si SPG itu beneran do nothing, cuma berdiri diem ga jelas mau ngapain sambil ngeliatin temen gw..yah temen gw emang mau liat-liat doang sih tapiiiii tetep aja kan ga usa segitunya..sumpah nyebelin bgt..
emang sih mungkin mereka kya gitu because it is the standard procedure..peraturan dr manajemen perusahaannya..bukan salah mereka juga sih..mungkin maksudnya membantu konsumen tapi kok gw malah ngerasa kaya dicurigain..atau gw sm temen gw kebetulan ga masuk ke target market mereka makanya digituin haha..yang jelas klo gw sih bisa batal beli sesuatu dari toko klo SPGnya uda mulai rese ngikutin terus..uda keburu males duluan..haha

belum lagi kasus malpraktek yg bikin gw makin yakin pembeli adalah raja uda ga berlaku lagi..kasus malpraktek yg lagi heboh sekarang..kasusnya Prita Mulyani vs sebuah RS Internasional..jadi si ibu prita ini sempet dipenjara selama 3 minggu, sekarang dia uda bebas dr penjara tp masih jd tahanan kota.. gara-garanya dia curhat lewat email ke temennya dan ngirim surat ke suara pembaca about her dissapointed toward the hospital..yg akhirnya menyebar luas di dunia maya terus dia jd digugat mencemarkan nama baik..makanya gw ga nulis nama RSnya ntar gw dipenjara lagi hehe..nah dia digugat (kasus perdata) sm salah satu dokter yg inisialnya disebut di surat itu..di pengadilan perdata dia kalah trus ngajuin naik banding..terus ya apesnya lagi bu prita ini masih harus ngadepin pengadilan pidana dan dijerat Pasal 27 Undang-Undang nomor 11 tahun 2008 tentang Informasi dan Transaksi Elektronik yg hukumannya maksimal 6 tahun penjara atau denda Rp 1 miliar..gila ga tuh? orang yg jadi korban dan harusnya dibela malah terancam dipenjara..gw heran deh kok bisa-bisanya ya dokter berbuat kya gitu, padahal jelas-jelas profesinya menolong orang yang sakit..eh ini sebenernya sakitnya biasa aja malah dibikin tambah parah..emang sih ga semua dokter kaya gitu tapi tetep aja bikin ngeri..
fortunately my grandpa is a doctor dan lumayan banyak sodara gw yg dokter jadi at least gw sm keluarga gw bisa jaga-jaga lah dari dokter-dokter yg ga bener..
dan ternyata ya dari yg gw baca di koran, korban malpraktek kaya bu prita gini tuh jarang banget yg menang di pengadilan..klo ga salah less than 1% korban malpraktek menang di pengadilan..ironis abis..

sebenernya UU Perlindungan Konsumen berlaku ga sih? kok kya ga ngaruh gitu in real situation..soalnya menurut gw sekarang banyak perusahaan atau institusi yg ga terlalu peduli sm yg namanya good customer service..padahal kan mereka bergantung sm konsumen..coba klo ga ada yg mau beli barang/jasa mereka..pasti bangkrut kan tuh..haha

life is about mutualism after all..so give little respect to your customer, would you? is not that hard to be done, right?

cheers (^o^)/

One and Two

you and i are one and two
if you kill we were both torn in two
you and i are one and two
both our hearts beat as one, dear and you
but is it okay..is it okay if i run away
it is okay when your love has faded away
if i hold you tight and never let go
if i hold you tight and never let show
the way i feel all around me
i know it's you

you and i are hopeless too
if i give you all my heart could and i'm true
all my life i waited for and there's nothing left
no there's no-one else to live for any more
but is it okay..is it okay
if i..i can escape your faith
will need just one more longer day

if i hold you tight and never let go
if i hold you tight and never let show
the way i feel deep inside of me
i swear it's you

if i hold you tight and never let go
if i hold you in my arms forever
all around me
and i swear it's you

i'm considering

this place as the place for my future wedding party to be haha it's called La Collina..an italian restaurant in Karawang..

i read some reviews about this place..it's said that this place have a beautiful scenery..
buuuuut there's one problem..this beautiful place is actually reside inside the San Diego Hills-Memorial Park and Funeral Homes..it's not a good idea to celebrate wedding in such kind of place, isn't it? hahaha..but who will knows the future? =)
i'll considering this place anyway and put it on my list hoho

oh i'm planned to visit the restaurant in the near future..and maybe i'll experience some romantic dinner there..haha

Complaining

time is moving so fast! it's June already and i'm still don't have a job..shitty!
so i've become jobless for about 4 month now after my graduation day haaahh..is that a long time? maybe it's for some of you who are being very lucky to get a job directly after you finished your study or even when you still become a college student..

everyday i dealt with the pressures from my parents, especially from my dad..he really wants me to get a job as soon as possible..yeah right everyone wants that too including me..
but don't you know that it's really hard to get a good job? with all the high qualifications from the companies and so many people with kicked ass brain and talents out there tried to get the same job..yes it's really difficult for sure..

for my parents, i wanna asked for you to give more understanding on my situations at this moment..please put the pressures down a little..you know i'm not gonna give up on that whole getting a jobs thing..i'll try harder i can assure you that..maybe this is just not my time to get a job, belum rejeki people's said..
i'll have a job in the right time at the right moment..Insya Allah..

haaaa i start this new month by complaining about my joblessness..i'm so pathetic..darn! haha