CPNS thingies

so I'll have a cpns test in the next two days from today..I've prepared myself to face the test and even bothering to buy a cpns test books at the bookstores haha well i have no other choice because i have to studying some state-related issues such as UUD 45, Pancasila, Tata Negara, Sejarah bla bla bla and these whole state issues are really driving me nuts! even to start studying these whole topics again is just completely hard thing to do for me, not forget to mention the fact that's sooo boring topics..i took IPA as my major when i'm still in high school, so i don't familiar with Tata Negara and stuff..such a shame haha but i don't wanna give up the chance that I've got, eventhough the chance is just 1 : 50 haha well, i think this is the time for me to close all the tempting firefox windows and stop browsing..back to the effing test problem and start studying that tiresome topics again, in other words back to reality! I'm gonna pull myself to the max! oh first thing to do --> calm down my brain from dizziness haha

i found some good encouraging message from my daily fortune cookies, it's said :

Good luck is the result of good planning!

and good planning is the result of hard work ;p
wish me luck! kisskiss.

Blacko Robo The Toy Cam

these are pics from blacko robo the toy cam..i don't know why i put it here, i just think that it would be nice to share it with you ;p well, i know that the resolution is not so good and it's shaking everywhere haha I'll work on it somehow hehe after all if you're using a toy cam you never know what will you get until you proceed the film..fun fun fun! so for now I'm just gonna click the shutter and see what's happen :) maybe i'll share the pics again with you..yes, you! the one who looking at my page (if any of you ever exists) haha ciao!

my sister with a good book from dee lestari

post secret thingy..

You shouldn't give up.
Fight for yourself and
who you are. You've got
to go through the worst
times in life to get the best


hopefully my worst times will end very very soon like tomorrow, amen.

talking about not growing up..

last night i've watched Lenka's performance at LAlight indiefest..She's really a good performer with such a great music's talent and sense of style! i love her outfit that night haha so, all i know is that i can't help myself to stop singing and humming one of her song called 'we will not grow old' ever since ;p
these are my favourite part..

You and me will be lying side by side, forever forever
Underneath this adolescent sky, together together
And you will hold my heart inside your hand
And You'll be the one, the one to tell me
Oh, we've got a long, long way to go
To get there, we'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old


i'm surely want to stay forever young..ya ya you wish..blah!
well, i think i'm just sick and tired of being a grown up x(

Try to pursue it..

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Dear my Almighty God,

Please give me strength and great forbearance to face this situation..
Please show me what is the best for me..
Please guide me to do what i must do..
Please erase all doubts and perplexity in me..
Please make me tough in any kind of ways, eventhough if that's mean that i have to go through that experience first..
Please give me the courage..
And Please show me the way..
Amen.

♥mellow miaow♥

i love today's weather, it's raining and cloudy..perfect for relaxing and chilling, accompanied by a cup of hot chocolate, some great music and a good book oh don't forget the blanket too..aaahh heaveeeeeennn ;p the weather is also affecting my mood in some mellow miaow kind of ways haha i'm longing for my boyffiee and i want to say all these words below in front of him..now and out loud! geez, look what today's weather can do to you, blame on the weather! haha

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return

-Soko-

boyffie, i'm trully blessed to have you, smooch! ♥♥♥