Try to pursue it..

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Dear my Almighty God,

Please give me strength and great forbearance to face this situation..
Please show me what is the best for me..
Please guide me to do what i must do..
Please erase all doubts and perplexity in me..
Please make me tough in any kind of ways, eventhough if that's mean that i have to go through that experience first..
Please give me the courage..
And Please show me the way..
Amen.

♥mellow miaow♥

i love today's weather, it's raining and cloudy..perfect for relaxing and chilling, accompanied by a cup of hot chocolate, some great music and a good book oh don't forget the blanket too..aaahh heaveeeeeennn ;p the weather is also affecting my mood in some mellow miaow kind of ways haha i'm longing for my boyffiee and i want to say all these words below in front of him..now and out loud! geez, look what today's weather can do to you, blame on the weather! haha

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return

-Soko-

boyffie, i'm trully blessed to have you, smooch! ♥♥♥

When you want something in life,

you just gotta reach out and grab it..that is some quote from the movie that i've watched couple days a go on HBO..at first i dont understand the stories and the plot, it's so absurd and confusing haha later on when the movie was finished i realize that it wasa flashback kind of plot, stupid me haha the movie's based on true story about a man named Christopher McCandless, who left everything he had (money, families, his perfect life) and travels along the way to Alaska to live in the wilderness, searching for what he called the true knowledge..along in his extraordinary journey he encounters and makes friends with many unconventional but good people..giving more shape into his life and the people's life..

"The sea's only gifts are harsh blows, and occasionally the chance to feel strong. Now I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong. To measure yourself at least once. To find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions. Facing the blind death stone alone, with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head."
when i watch this part i feel like somehow i know what he mean, what he's feeling inside, i understand that feeling..it's like the feeling i have had when i just graduated..and i'm like 'wow you're sooo right, do what you wanna do with your own strenght, just bring out all the courage and face it!' actually that is the line which made me stayed in front of the tv and watch the whole movie hehe

hmm my favourite scene in the movie is when Chris meet an old soldier named Ron Franz, who lost all his families because an accident and later on the old man wish to adopt Chris because he acknowledge Chris just like his grandchild..i just loved to watch they had a very interesting conversation in top of a cliff talking about human relationship..

"Chris : you are wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from the joy of human relationships. God's place is all around us, it is in everything and in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at things.
Ron : But there is some kind of bigger thing that we can all appreciate and it sounds to me you don't mind calling it God. But when you forgive, you love. And when you love, God's light shines through you."
that's sooo truuuueee! i really want to have this enlightening kind of conversation..it'll give shape in my life even more :)

and i found this good lines that completely struck into my head and i think it will remainds for quite a long time in my sleepyhead hehe

"Happiness only real when shared" Chris McCandless

go share all the happiness in you!

well, i dont think is wise enough to share all part of the movie here hehe it's not fun if you already know the whole stories before watching it with your own eyes..so i suggest you to go find the dvd in the nearest store and feel what i feel! haha this movie is inspiring, hope it'll give you the same effect :)
kisskiss!

it would be fun =)

i found this on post secret when am randomly surfing the net and suddenly feel the necessity to share it with you, readers hehe sometimes i do feel like chillin' with God when i chanting my prayers haha what about you?

Happy Ied Mubarak =)

why we keep doing those thing?

exactly what i feel for you last night..
My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak..What a disappointment, I had it perfectly

What I was going to bring up suddenly..Stood like a stone as you stood quietly
You're making it hard for me..All I can do is freeze
What I mean is, all I need is, Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling..And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice..


stop hurting each other..am tired :(