what i'm facing these week..

wooooww long time not write..how are you readers? i'm writing this post in the middle of my limited times which is actually i have to use it for studying korea (i have an exam today) and doing the homework, but here i am..writing haha well, 20 minutes blabbering here is fine i guess :)

so i just got back from Bandung for a long independence day's holiday which extending into a couple extra days because my brother's being hospitalized..he's got DBD that's why..we've (my family and me) got to make sure he's in good condition before we went home..but until yesterday he's still have to stayed in the hospital but his condition has gradually become well..so my mom's decided to stay there while me and my father go back to jakarta..well, i want to stay there but i have some things that i must do here in jakarta..i wish you get well soon brother!

i have mentioned on my previous post that i've a job's test from a well known oil company, and i'm not hoping too much to be chosen for the next recruitment's process..guess what? i'm IN haha i'm in for the next test, it's called assessment day and it'll be held tomorrow on their company's building..i'm all exited and anxious because the test will be full in english..this whole conversation in english thing make me stressed out and i'm feel sooooo nervous..maybe you'll think i have, well, quite good english's skills because my writing on this blog is mostly done in english..buuuuutt to speak in english? haaaa i'm not that good i guess..especially when i have to do it in a high tension or underpressure conditions..i can suddenly become blank, can't find the appropriate words to explain what i'm mean..and it'll get worser when i'm nervous haha trust me it's easier to write in english than to speak in english on such conditions..i think what i need now is gaining my confidence back and just give my best for the test..i'm not hoping too much, whatever will be will be..but i do hope i have all the good luck with me for tomorrow..wish me some luck too would you?
oh and it's very kind of you if you also wishing me a good luck for my korea's exam today hehe thank you! i'd better start studying now..kisskiss!

ooohhhh (sweeetttttt!!)

Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. Thats what it's like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt that you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created.
For me love like that has happened only once, and thats why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it.

- The Notebook -

ini kenapa gw jadi ngpost cinta-cintaan mlulu yaaaa?

i wish someday,

someone (i loved) will say anything like this to me..just incase he can't write anything romantic because he really not into that kind of thing, i don't mind if he's using this song then hehe just like Mr Big did when he's asking forgiveness from Carrie..writing down all the love letters for her..sweeeettt! haaa i really wish i have my own version of that kind of moment..well, maybe i will..someday.. =) kisskiss!

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

PS..
i really looking forward to hear this song live on Java Rocking Land, i think my tears will fall haha hope it's not embarassing :)

Penyemangat!

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mudah-mudahan ga kelamaan ya dream it nyaa hahaha
oh ya i also dedicated this post to my friend, Babasoo..mari kita wujudkan bookstores nyaaa! semangat! hihi

Inspired..

i love Carine Roitfeld's (Paris's Vogue Editor in Chief) style..it's kinda inspired me, give me some ideas for my working outfit (if i get a job someday)..not exactly the same because some of the outfit are not possible to wear here in indonesia with all the weather and stuff thing..so i think i'll only adopting the style's concepts..the must have items are simple cutting dresses, blouses, unique skirts, trousers and blazers..i must start investing my money on simple yet formal dresses, immediately! haha

i hope i can be as stylish and as successful as her..amiiinn!! hehe so without any further words, here are some of her looks..

(500) Days of Summer

"i love the smiths.." what a good opening line! haha
can't wait to see the movie, it will hit the teather on september..and oh i love zooey's wardrobe in the movie..kisskiss!

here we go again,

you did it again..i know this time the situation is completely different and maybe you'll say that you don't meant to do it..but you know what, i felt exactly the same like i was felt back then..it's hurt..feels like being abandoned, being dumped, left over..

i think i just miss the old you..the patience and understanding that you used to show me, that you used to give me..to be honest, i can't found that on you lately..and i really miss our old times together..i know we spend days together just like we used to be back then, but these times it's just feels different for me..well, everything is change i guess..people's change..and so did you and me..or maybe we both just feel tired and exhausted..or only me who feels that..or i don't know..i don't want to think it any further..i just want to rest :(