what i'm facing these week..

wooooww long time not write..how are you readers? i'm writing this post in the middle of my limited times which is actually i have to use it for studying korea (i have an exam today) and doing the homework, but here i am..writing haha well, 20 minutes blabbering here is fine i guess :)

so i just got back from Bandung for a long independence day's holiday which extending into a couple extra days because my brother's being hospitalized..he's got DBD that's why..we've (my family and me) got to make sure he's in good condition before we went home..but until yesterday he's still have to stayed in the hospital but his condition has gradually become well..so my mom's decided to stay there while me and my father go back to jakarta..well, i want to stay there but i have some things that i must do here in jakarta..i wish you get well soon brother!

i have mentioned on my previous post that i've a job's test from a well known oil company, and i'm not hoping too much to be chosen for the next recruitment's process..guess what? i'm IN haha i'm in for the next test, it's called assessment day and it'll be held tomorrow on their company's building..i'm all exited and anxious because the test will be full in english..this whole conversation in english thing make me stressed out and i'm feel sooooo nervous..maybe you'll think i have, well, quite good english's skills because my writing on this blog is mostly done in english..buuuuutt to speak in english? haaaa i'm not that good i guess..especially when i have to do it in a high tension or underpressure conditions..i can suddenly become blank, can't find the appropriate words to explain what i'm mean..and it'll get worser when i'm nervous haha trust me it's easier to write in english than to speak in english on such conditions..i think what i need now is gaining my confidence back and just give my best for the test..i'm not hoping too much, whatever will be will be..but i do hope i have all the good luck with me for tomorrow..wish me some luck too would you?
oh and it's very kind of you if you also wishing me a good luck for my korea's exam today hehe thank you! i'd better start studying now..kisskiss!