Election Day !

I'm using my rights to vote! Hope the best team win, for better Indonesia! i hope so..yaaaaaayyyyyy
v(^o^)v

the ugly and long lasting purple ink as proof

Looking back on that day

I started to write this blogs 2 months after my graduation day and never post anything about how i feel back then..so when i hear this song by Sheila on 7 played in the radio, it's reminds me again about my graduation day and quite representing how i feel for being graduated..leave college life behind..taking my own way to face the real jungle outhere..

hmmm i'm kinda missed that moment actually..if only i can turn back the time..

Sebuah Kisah Klasik Untuk Masa Depan

Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian

Silly thought

Kemaren siang atau lebih tepatnya tadi siang (cause i'm writing this post at 2 o'clock in the morning) pas gw berangkat les..gw melihat pemandangan di dalam angkot yang mungkin sebenernya biasa aja, ga aneh sama sekali..tapi ga tau kenapa it's getting my interest..jadi ada sebuah keluarga terdiri dari ibu, bapak dan 2 anaknya di dalam angkot itu..gw duduk persis di depan mereka..otomatis arah pandangan gw ke mereka..dan gw melihat mereka really looks happy dan becanda-becanda riang gitu satu sama lain! padahal udaranya lagi panas banget dan tau sendiri lah gimana kondisi di dalam angkot yang hampir penuh di saat panas..tapi mereka keliatannya fine-fine aja, mukanya tetep ceria ga kepanasan kaya gw hehe and i don't know why when i see their face, suddenly i feel envy with their closeness and joyful relations..bukannya gw sama keluarga gw not having a good families relationship kaya mereka yaa..gw belum pernah sama sekali naik angkot bareng seluruh keluarga gw lengkap dan sepanjang jalan gw jadi mikir kalo misalnya keluarga gw yang naik angkot itu tadi siang bakalan keliatan se happy mereka ga ya?
instantly, I've this ridiculous but exciting thought popping out from my head..gw pengen naik angkot bareng keluarga gw! sekali aja! pengen ngerasain gimana rasanya naik angkot bareng nyokap bokap kakak dan 2 adik gw..ga perlu jauh-jauh perginya cukup keliling kompleks..pasti bakalan seru since that day bakalan jadi hari pertama gw liat bokap gw naik angkot haha seru..seru..

kira-kira bisa ga ya gw realisasiin?

Make peace with yourself..

writer / CC BY-NC-ND 3.0

for me this is another hard thing to do..years ago i'm used to feel insecure about who i'm..there's many times that i just feel pretending is much better than showing my real skin..and that thought stayed quite long in my brains..it's bad isn't it?

honestly this is still hard to be done for until now, but i tried to make peace with myself in every possible ways..accepting all as one complete parts, one integral parts..as who i am..as ME..
maybe there will be a low and difficult times in the future that gonna makes me feel insecure again but i hope at that times pretending is not my options to choose..

is not like that i'm pretending now..hell no..i'm pretty comfortable showing my own skin..it's just sometimes the thought of being comfortable with my own skin is not as easy as it may sound..
cheerio!

Breathtaking

as i promised to you guys (banyak kayanya ya yang baca haha) in my previous post, this are some of Annie Leibovitz's shoot Marie Antoinette for Vogue US..
if you want to check all the pictures that featured in the magazine just simply click here

I'm not a huge fans of kirsten dunst but i can tell you she looks stunning in the pictures..well, that's what you get when working with genius photographer, the best stylist and super creative make up artist and hair stylist..cheerio!

here's the behind-the-scenes video..enjoy!

this song's stayed in my brains lately..

is not like i'm feeling this song..but i just can't removed the beat off from my head and the plus is this song have a very strong lyrics..so, let's sing! x)

Madonna - Miles Away

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe those things that I have seen
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face
You looked right through me, you were miles away

All my dreams they fade away
I'll never be the same
If you could see me the way you see yourself
I can't pretend to be someone else

Always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when miles away

So far away, so far away, so far away, so far away
So far away, so far away, so far away, so far away

When no one's around then I have you here
I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear
You always have the biggest heart
When we're six thousand miles apart

Too much of no sound
Uncomfortable silence can be so loud
Those three words are never enough
When it's long distance love

I'm alright, don't be sorry, but it's true
When I'm gone, you'll realize
That I'm the best thing that happened to you

Welcome July!

oh my gosh it's July already..i can't believe how times's flies so fast! I'm not even making any significant change for myself yet!! well, maybe i'm bit too much..there's must be a little tiny change in me, i believe..there's must be! haha

so what's happening in my life lately..let's see..
- my Korean lessons getting difficult each days..there's a lot of memorizing thing, which is not e.a.s.y! i tried not to twist my tongue every time i speak the language haha
- I'm swimming regularly now..so i think i became more healthy than before..
- i still can't drive! crap! it's mainly because i don't practice at all last month..i must do some catch up for the rest of this month..just hits the road! talk less do more, yeah right..
- hoping to be hired soon..still in progress..wish me everybody!
- there's some tense-up problems to deal with in my family..I'm a little bit scared, but i believe we'll gonna find a way to get through this..God please help me and my family..
- my boredom has gone away..not completely..but that's fine enough, at least I'm not being fussy about the ugly mood i had these past days..
- I've got new excitement from some projects..can't tell you what for now, so you'd better put your curiosity back..I'll write it another time, maybe =)
- I'll have to share my room with my sister again, cause she's decided to continue her study here in jakarta..there's must be lot of cats fight between us in the future lol
- hmm what else? i'm doing pretty well on saving-money-and-not-shop-randomly thing lately..which is very good in my case..
- and the least thing (finally!) I'm managed to woke up early these past days! well, a hour early to be honest..but it's still can be considered as good progress, isn't it? haha

hope this whole month full of bless and joy! kisskiss