Mended by you..

I tried to make it work
I learned the hardest way
I lost him in the end
And it was over

I turned my back on life
I switched off at the mains
I cried night and day
'Cause it was over

You came up
I swear that it was just like something from a movie scene
when we met, we connected
I never expected you'd be everything to me

You are
Everything I wanna say
Nothing that I wanna lose
Feel like I will never break
I've been mended by you
You're the reason that I wanna stay
The places that I wanna go
'Cause I know, I've been mended by you

You never held me close, you never let me go
Just when I lost the fight, you were my soldier
And now we're sitting in here, in such a different place
August 23rd do you remember, oh

I've been mended by you

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stay away..

pergilah kau malassss..hush hush
stay away from me!!

i have to

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yes..this is exactly what i must do..FOCUS!

new swimsuit..

i think it's about time for me to replace my old swimsuit with the new one..since i'm going to swim again and the old one has been very lousy and saggy..I'll go for a one piece swimsuit instead a bikini..cause I'm not dealing with great bikini's body thing haha

it'll be something like this..

menye-menye

this is Saturday night and i'm broke..great huh? haha
so for tonight me and my boyfriend planned to do some exciting stay-at-home stuff with great foods around and enjoying our night..yeeeaaayyyy!
it's about time for me to torture my dvd's player again! do a marathon watching..well maybe we'll watch some korean movies and drain up our tears..haha
it's menye-menye time! teehee =)

have a nice weekend people! kisskiss <333

Nice coincidence,

it really is..I've accidentally found something related to my blogs name..
this one is from things we forget..

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and this one is something from Rivers Cuomo..

Did everyone else's mom tell them the lemonade story?
If life gives you lemons make lemonade.
In my case, the lemonade i was making was my recent songs.

Lemonade - Rivers Cuomo

Would you like some lemonade?
No, this ain't no minutemaid
Just today I picked them fresh
From the tree that I love best
Couldn't let them rot away
Like my father used to say

Oh, happy day
Lemonade

Long ago, I didn't know
Didn't care and couldn't grow
On my way in such a fuss
Passed the tree and catch the bus
'Till the day I couldn't pass
Fallen lemons in my path
So with my mom, I now agree
And use the lemons life gives me

Oh, happy day
Lemonade

Hard times come to me

i dont know yet,whether the life's already giving some lemons to me or not..but i'll figured out what is the lemonade i was making or i'll makes someday..
so for now..what's yours? =)

Can't settle with this feeling..

i'm failed again for the umpteenth time..and it's makes me feel very lame..
i know i'm not allowed to give up..to lose my spirits..i'm obligate to be patience and stuff..keep my spirits high..but you know what..this time i really don't know how to handle and deal with my own feelings..

when i think that this failure will do no harm to me, that i'll be just fine since i'm not very much hoping..it turns out that i'm wrong..the reality's reveals the opposite..i'm pretty much hoping, a lot..i feel sad, jaded and the worst is ended up feeling envy to my friends..i know it's ugly but i can't do anything about it..not now..

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i'm sooo pathetic..haha