Friday, January 14, 2011

Dubiousness

i was so happy when i heard it directly from you.
but then it got me thinking. a lot.
will everything be just like you've said?
are you serious? oh never mind, i know you're serious. silly question.
i'm willing to believe but i'm so scared.
disillusionment. i don't want to deal with it again.
so, can i really put my hope this time?
can i?

ben folds once sang..
you know what hope is?
hope is a bastard
hope is a liar
a cheat and a tease
hope comes near you?

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