oh yes, i envy you!

Envy is not the exact feeling but only that word which can describe the feeling inside
How do i get rid off it?
Who am I compete with and for what reason?
What is exactly that I'm trying to prove?
Why am I easily feels that?
Those question shadowing behind my back
I know I'm wasting both mind and time
And I'm feelin' effin bad about it :'(

Bah, this friggin insomnia really caused me a lame thought!