i shall do this again!

i forget when was the last time i went to some places alone, just me and my shadow. since i have a boyfriend i'm barely never go alone anymore. and i forget how it felt until..today, yup i'm strolling the mall alone today, yeay! ;) something that i never thought gonna happen in this near future haha its all happen because my boyfie is busy practicing with his band, so i took the chance to go exploring the mall alone (and i know that there are some sale going on there) ha!

and you know what? it's felt verrrryyy gooooodddd! just dragging your feet back and forth through every stores without someone telling you where they want to go or what they want to do first. euphoria was in my vein for the whole day hahaha no kidding ;p unfortunately i have very restricted time (only 2,5 hours before boyfie came pick me up), so there are no time to linger long at the bookstores and stopping by at some coffee/tea shop to relaxing my tired feet and have a sip of hot chocolate. but that's fine, i have had a great time ;p

hmmm guess am not doing this for about 3 years, such a long time. i think i'm lulled by the coziness of going everywhere anywhere with boyfie (it isn't that i don't like it) and suddenly forget that old habit i used to do. well, i'm definitely going to arrange some time to do it again soon. this time maybe i'll go exploring the bookstores and find some coffee/tea shop afterward, spending my long afternoon to read and eat some slices of cakes or strolling the mall, window shopping or maybe i'll just go watch a movie alone just like the friggin old time :D that's sounds like a good plan huh? hohoho

annnnndddd maybe it's the right time to do some quality-me-time, cause you know boyfie got a new job which not allowed him to have holiday for a month, even on weekends (ngok!) and his working hour is completely the opposite of my working hour, so you know what happens next riteee?! *lah jadi curcol :|

well, i hope you have your wonderful me time but if you haven't..it's never too late to arrange some time right at this moment, cheerio mi amigos! :*

plan then do.

this year new resolutions areeeee..

- keep up with my last resolutions.
- buy travel books.
- cleaning my yahoo mail's inbox (ini peer banget).
- take part in #form30hari catat pengeluaran, actually it's already started :)
- take part in #misi21 as soon as possible.
- tour de restaurant :D
- bisa ikutan Qurban. bismillah.
- buy biyan's dress. bismillah.
- search botanics whitening eye cream for my under eye
- learn how to do various eye make up.
- get married. bismillah.
- read newspaper. every-single-day.
- do some sports regularly. yoga and swimming. once in a week.
- make a scrapbook.
- cleaning my clothes closet.
- stop being an impulsive buyer.
- work hard.
- stay strong.

there you go! in a glance, it's look like a wish list heh? but a (sok) realistic one buahahahahaha yeah rite.

lets do the best! xoxo.

Recalling

i know i supposed to do this before the new year or at least on the very first day of 2011 buuuuuuttt work can be so harsh sometimes..yup i've been busy like hell! with all the year end closing, targets achieving and stuff *fiuuuhh* thanks God i'm still breathing now *errr oke mulai lebay..and everytime i got home all i can think is cuddling in my bed hugging bancil, trying to get that 8-hours-beauty sleep (beauty sleep my ass) hahaha yeah i'm too sleepy to write or to do anything..

alrite, we'd better hop straight to the main idea (berasa skripsi -.-').. well, i would like to recall my so called resolution back in 2010 and see what's done and what's not done yet..so are you with me? (hope someone read this by accident :D)..ok, here we go..

1. pray 5 times a day! --> highly developed! :)
2. read Al-Quran and Tafsir every single days --> highly developed! :)
3. get a good job --> check, tho probably not the best job ;p
4. do more saving. MUST! --> on my way
5. visit at least 1 new places --> failed :( *places here means city or country
6. love boyfie more and more --> no need to tell :))
7. buy something for mamio and papio --> if food counts, then it's check! hehe
8. sit-up regularly --> major failed! lame haha
9. improve my driving skill, especially parking skill --> progressing baby! :D
10. improve my english skill --> on my way with my own way ;p
11. studying korean language again --> major failed :'(
12. start realizing the business --> re-planning hehe
13. be more patience in everything --> edging along. try to do my best, bismillah.
14. eat a lot of fruits and veggies --> so so hahahaha
15. buy more books and cds --> check for the books and failed for the cds

haaaaaaa that's it! well, i think i'm doing pretty good hihi

but to be honest it's break my heart knowing that i'm failed on the thing that i want to do the most, which are resolution no 5 and no 11 :'( but i believe i can make it come true this year (or maybe the next year, or the year next year, whatever :|) Bismillah, kalo rejeki pasti ga kemana, amin :)

and because amma too sleepy to make the new resolution, so my 2011's resolution is the prolongation of the 2010 resolution haha but dont be afraid mi amigos, i'm adding some new things-to-do in this new resolution..will let you know in the next post, that's if you still interested to read haha

happy belated new year pals! be better! :D

2011

I welcome you with open heart and hope as high as the skies. Bismillah :)

all you need is hope :)

We are all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars.

--Oscar Wilde--

the graveyard of the atlantic

The Chesapeake below, these fumbled hands and nervous smiles
We medicate and stumble to find the courage to talk aloud
And the streetlight silhouette, your neon halo shines so bright
While the radio cried, young hearts be free tonight

So tell me how we end up here
We all want to feel something even if it’s only for a moment
Tell me what happened to our dreams we had when we were young
Never looking back

Tonight, these echoes of our lives, are calling out
Don’t surrender
Don’t surrender
Tonight, these jukebox 45’s are calling out
Don’t surrender
Don’t surrender

Well I am just a big part in this movie of your life
While the night brigade roll on out on highway 95
We’re carving out our lives on these counterfeit guitars
While the ghosts of our past rain down the boulevard

So tell me how we end up here
We all want to feel something even if it’s only for a moment
Tell me what happened to our dreams we had when we were young
We’re never looking back

Tonight these echoes of our lives
Are calling out
Don’t surrender
Don’t surrender
Tonight sad songs and whisky nights
Are calling out
Don’t surrender
Don’t surrender

We grew up chasing sunsets
Now we both just shut our eyes
We’re never looking back now

We were young and oh so bold
And torn apart by counting lights
We’re never looking back

Tonight these echoes of our lives are calling out
Don’t surrender
Don’t surrender
Tonight from the basements and the dives we’re calling out
Don’t surrender
Don’t surrender

***

ha! my brother's succeed poisoning me with this song ;)
and as always the ataris's song lyrics are never failed, well at least for me hehe
thumbs up!

is it true?

maybe i don't have the right to ask you this but i just can't hold it,
did you stole my brother's idea??? did you???
i know he shares the idea when you guys are still together.
i know it for sure.