One and Two

you and i are one and two
if you kill we were both torn in two
you and i are one and two
both our hearts beat as one, dear and you
but is it okay..is it okay if i run away
it is okay when your love has faded away
if i hold you tight and never let go
if i hold you tight and never let show
the way i feel all around me
i know it's you

you and i are hopeless too
if i give you all my heart could and i'm true
all my life i waited for and there's nothing left
no there's no-one else to live for any more
but is it okay..is it okay
if i..i can escape your faith
will need just one more longer day

if i hold you tight and never let go
if i hold you tight and never let show
the way i feel deep inside of me
i swear it's you

if i hold you tight and never let go
if i hold you in my arms forever
all around me
and i swear it's you

i'm considering

this place as the place for my future wedding party to be haha it's called La Collina..an italian restaurant in Karawang..

i read some reviews about this place..it's said that this place have a beautiful scenery..
buuuuut there's one problem..this beautiful place is actually reside inside the San Diego Hills-Memorial Park and Funeral Homes..it's not a good idea to celebrate wedding in such kind of place, isn't it? hahaha..but who will knows the future? =)
i'll considering this place anyway and put it on my list hoho

oh i'm planned to visit the restaurant in the near future..and maybe i'll experience some romantic dinner there..haha

Complaining

time is moving so fast! it's June already and i'm still don't have a job..shitty!
so i've become jobless for about 4 month now after my graduation day haaahh..is that a long time? maybe it's for some of you who are being very lucky to get a job directly after you finished your study or even when you still become a college student..

everyday i dealt with the pressures from my parents, especially from my dad..he really wants me to get a job as soon as possible..yeah right everyone wants that too including me..
but don't you know that it's really hard to get a good job? with all the high qualifications from the companies and so many people with kicked ass brain and talents out there tried to get the same job..yes it's really difficult for sure..

for my parents, i wanna asked for you to give more understanding on my situations at this moment..please put the pressures down a little..you know i'm not gonna give up on that whole getting a jobs thing..i'll try harder i can assure you that..maybe this is just not my time to get a job, belum rejeki people's said..
i'll have a job in the right time at the right moment..Insya Allah..

haaaa i start this new month by complaining about my joblessness..i'm so pathetic..darn! haha

Cute stuff

this cute bunny name is Fifi Lapin..

all images courtesy of fifi lapin

for more of her works click here

what should i do?

i'm a girl with no ambition and i feel so bad about it right now =(

Coco Chanel once said..

"There is no time for cut-and-dried monotony.

There is time for work and time for love.
That leaves no other time!"

and

"The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud."

Huge Closets,

that's what i will manage to have in my future house to be..a walk in closets for my clothes and maybe my husband's clothes hehe this is a fun thing to do you know..my heart beating with excitement! haha

so i think it's gonna be something like this..

soft wall paints or beautiful wallpaper


i want those shoes rack!


a cozy and warm spot..


a huge mirror and cute cushion..


maybe I'll organized the clothes by colors hehe

well, maybe it's not precisely like the one in the pictures but the concepts match to what i want..
i'm gonna make it happens somehow.. (^.^)