Cursing!

my internet connection's sucks!!
it's been incredibly slooooooowwwwwwwwwww lately..crap!!

a song..

Ash - Polaris
Save me
I can't run this time
Am I under a spell?
Fighting for my life?
So far gone
I can't turn it round
I feel buried alive
I am screaming out

Terror in your eyes
Your heart is racing
For the innocence we lost will not return
We know we can't go on
But we're still holding on
Don't let me be the one
To drag you down

In the silence
In the lonely night
When you're frozen with fear
When you're paralyzed
Too delicate
Your fragile mind
It's so hard to stay in love with life

Terror in your eyes
Your heart is racing
For the innocence we lost will not return
We know we can't go on
But we're still holding on
Don't let me be the one
To drag you down

I was fighting at your side
A knowing partner in this crime
A beating heart, A distant star
We lost all we we were fighting for
All the hurt I kept within
I blame myself for everything
For all the regret that remains
For all the pain

Terror in your eyes
Your heart is breaking
For the innocence we lost will not return
We know we cant go on
But we're still holding on
Don't let me be the one
To drag you down
To drag you down


i'm singing it over and over again! :)

sooo HAPPY

i will start my korean lessons next week..on monday precisely!! i just enrolled for the class this afternoon..yeeeeaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
i'm soooo happy..thanks paps :)
i will try my best to mastered it..i wont let your money wasted..this is a promise..hehe

나는 모든 노력을 줄 것이다!

photoshoping..

I'm learning adobe photoshop now and my teacher is my boyfriend haha since he's very good in photoshoping..
i usually asked him to edit my pictures..everything change now..i'm gonna do it by myself at least the basic editing which is the easiest part..haha but i think i'm still put the complicated editing a.k.a the hard part in my boyfriend hands for a while until i can do it by myself..haha

the funny thing is i get forget easily about the lessons..so i've been asking the same questions about the same topics over and over again..until he got tired explaining the same things again and again..there's only a little progress in our lessons..and now i'm start to wonder when i can mastered this whole photoshoping things with my broken-little brain..
geez..there's something wrong in my head hahaha

what's new?

I'm testing my fashion style!!
i've joined a fashion site couple of days ago and uploading some pictures of my fashion statement..haha actually i'm consider myself as a not-very-fashionable kind of person..never cross in my mind to publish pictures about my fashion style..so this is new for me and i'm kinda like it..it's been my pleasure distraction from this still-jobless-and-do-nothing situation..haha

i'm having this weird pleasure feelings when i'm finished uploading some pictures and waiting people to give their comment about it..and challenging myself to look more good and creating my own fashion style..haha
recently i found myself ended up looking to the site and updating it everyday..addictive! i think this is a good way to digging knowledge in fashion world..it will be my ammo to pursue one of my dream jobs which is becoming a fashion purchasing officer..or who knows maybe i could become a celebrities fashion stylist someday haha (dream oh dream)

for me it's always nice to see what people wearing..for remaindering what will looks nice on me or what will be a disaster haha i love to look out the fashion items..especially the bags and the shoes! i wonder why there's soooo maaannyyyy sophisticated bags and killer shoes out there! i'm craving for it and being jealous to everyone that wears it! shitty!! haha and i'm really glad i was born as a woman (yeeeaaaayyyy)..because i can wear all of those tempting fashion items..even if it's not the killer one!

i found a very nice quote that i think fit to what i called fashion..

“While clothes may not make the woman, they certainly have a strong effect on her self-confidence which, I believe, does make the woman"
Mary Kay Ash (founder of Mary Kay cosmetics)

so wear anything that will lift up your confidence!!!

enough talking..i'm going to upload some picts again in my new toys..haha

안녕, 내 주위에서 당신을 볼 것이다

in the middle of the morning night,

here i am..couldn't sleep early again..as usually..
but this time different..it's curhat time haha
i need my eyes remains open, my ears to keep hearing and my brains to stay alert..orait bring the topic..i'm all set..
ready..set..go..

currently listening to weezer-perfect situation

tempting

i just watch X-Men Origins : Wolverine and i'm not gonna give you any spoiler cause in this post i just gonna blabbering about 2 guys from the movie that got my attention..haha
shame on me..but i don't care..hahaha

Hugh Jackman is super duper hot and tempting!! slllrrrruuuuuuupppppp hahaha
good acting..nice body..good looking face..smart..can play piano..he's just awesome..that's what i called a true man..laki2 bgt, jantan haha and my heart beating so hard along the movie..not because some strained scenes or something like that..but it's because he's sooooo sexy..i even don't want to blink..i know i know it's a little too much..but it's true haha
he even don't look silly in kaos kutang abang2 and jeans yg dipake di pinggang..oh don't forget the huge buckle too..haha seriously he still looks fine ;p
a handsome guy will still be a handsome guy in anykind outfit even the weird one..klo uda ganteng diapain aja juga tetep ganteng..haha

see? he's still awesome with that outfit haha

Oh My Gosh!

the other guy is a guy that i don't expect that he will take part in this movie..actually i don't even know that he's part of the Hollywood guys..haha since i only saw his face in korean movies..at first i dont remember who is he..i just keep guessing and thinking..his face is kinda familiar..i saw him in some korean movies, i'm pretty sure about that..i'm talking to myself again and again during the movie try to remember his name..when i see the credits after the movie finished..i saw his name and suddenly get shoot right to the head..yes off course! a korean-american handsome and tall guy..it's Daniel Henney everybody!! shocking..haha (for me at least..since i never watched the movie trailer before).. he played as agent zero..the one with the guns..
hah another handsome guy..and he can play guitar!! i really want a bf who can play guitar back then..but now i'm stick with a drummer and it's great! haha

as agent zero

wow! ya ya ya

seeing them really put a cherry lemon on top of my day..haha
oh you must see the movie too..